Good luck on your journey to motherhood. SO worth it.  You will survive the delivery without freaking out.  Meditation and breathing techniques help a lot with the delivery.  Hang in there.

Wishing you the very best with your IVF proceedure.  I believe when the timing is right, the miracle will happen.  Becoming a parent is soooo worth everything we need to overcome to fulfill that dream.  Each child is a gift.  Regarding the delivery and freaking out... you have no worries.  The doctors and nurses at the hospital are experts at delivery.  I'm a wuss and opted to just take the drugs.  With zero pain threshold, mediation and breathing techniques wouldn't have done the trick for me and I'd have been freaking out.  No need for all that these days.  Know yourself and your limitations and work within those.  There are many here who share your goal.  Do you have any words of encouragement for them about IVF?